Guess that happyness couldn't stay forever.....

Yeah so I have been a pretty happy dood until this weekend came around. It's been a shitty fucking weekend. Started out saturday night as I was walking to my car.

I was hanging out with my boys from Inimical Drive and having a blasty. Well I had to work at the station,no big deal, until I got to my car and my fucking $500 Oscar De La Renta just.....fell apart. Fucking hell! So I have to get those fixed tomorrow. Thank god for insurance right?

Well here is the worst part. Last night, as I was at work, Wiley calls me panicked and talking fast. Means somethings wrong and by god if something bad didn't happen. I roll up to the house to see the sliding glass door all smashed in and glass everywhere. I walk into my room to find that my Wii and digital camera were gone. Walk into the living room and the PS2 is gone(which....isn't a BIG deal. It was a first generation and didnt like to work all the time).

As I am typing this right now I am shaking. I think I am more mad than anything now. I mean I am not going to freak out. I still have the most important things in my life that can NEVER be replaced. That is my girl, my friends, my family, and my life.



I'll live.

So I return with many a thought

Have you ever done something that you have done many a time in the past but you stop for awhile only to return to doing it again and it's the same game but you return to something that you have never had to experience while doing it?

Confused yet?

Maybe it is just worked out in my head so that only I can get it. Nobody other than myself is suppose to know exactly what it is I am thinking. I have done this so many times in the past but after being away from it for so long and to come back to something you have never had experienced before? That's a pretty hard way to return to the game you once loved to play. I mean things aren't shared and things aren't said like normal. It's throwing, a once MVP of the game, off of his game. I don't like it. Im like Jordan when he retired and then decided he wanted to come back. Shit was hard at first but he overcame it. Maybe this is what I have to do. Knock off the retirement rust and overcome this obstacle and rock the fucking game like I once did. I mean I am happy with the current status that I have but it's just......hell now I don't even know what to think about it. Thanks brain for doing that to me.

Maybe that is a sign I shouldn't be typing this out.....or maybe it's a sign that I have said enough and now I need to get back to what I do best. In any case I am at a crossroads.

09.....what the hell are you dealing me brother!?

Now I think I am going to lay here and watch Dogma now. Maybe go over some plays and see what coach thinks in the morning.

Peace

Happy New Year my friend

So it's 09 people. New year, new goals, new achievements, and new failures. Last year was pretty fun I suppose. I met new people and lived in a new town for awhile.

Now it is a new year and I live in a new town, in a new house, and starting a new chapter. Im cutting away from the bullshit and the drama of people and just.....starting a new pretty much. I have started dating again and I've changed things in my life to make it better. I deserve the best and last year things were NOT the best.

New Years was fun. Went to the Crown Jewel(the gay disco tech)and watched She Meets Skyline(use to be O'Fallon)which wasn't to shabby. Then we went to our boy Caseys house to ring in the new year. We watched the Red Bull thing and it was sweet. We drank our faces off and rang in the new year like the amazing rockstars we are. Made a few drunk phone calls to my mom, which she loved, and got a few drunk calls myself which were great(aside from a couple).


SO! Here I sit, the 4th day of a new year, and I already feel like things are going to be great. I'm in a new house with my best friend, I live in a new town to meet new folks, and i like unicorns! Did I mention my dog is staring at me?

OH!

Elmo Live is satan. He moves on its own. I think it is plotting to kill me.

So here is to a new year and new happenings in life. I hope everyone has a good one and something good happens to you this year. Hugs, kisses and a swift kick in the junk to you all.

With that said......