So I return with many a thought

Have you ever done something that you have done many a time in the past but you stop for awhile only to return to doing it again and it's the same game but you return to something that you have never had to experience while doing it?

Confused yet?

Maybe it is just worked out in my head so that only I can get it. Nobody other than myself is suppose to know exactly what it is I am thinking. I have done this so many times in the past but after being away from it for so long and to come back to something you have never had experienced before? That's a pretty hard way to return to the game you once loved to play. I mean things aren't shared and things aren't said like normal. It's throwing, a once MVP of the game, off of his game. I don't like it. Im like Jordan when he retired and then decided he wanted to come back. Shit was hard at first but he overcame it. Maybe this is what I have to do. Knock off the retirement rust and overcome this obstacle and rock the fucking game like I once did. I mean I am happy with the current status that I have but it's just......hell now I don't even know what to think about it. Thanks brain for doing that to me.

Maybe that is a sign I shouldn't be typing this out.....or maybe it's a sign that I have said enough and now I need to get back to what I do best. In any case I am at a crossroads.

09.....what the hell are you dealing me brother!?

Now I think I am going to lay here and watch Dogma now. Maybe go over some plays and see what coach thinks in the morning.

Peace